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    Remember my crush? Yeah, I was trying to get over him when something happened. After I discovered my crush's Facebook account and I found out about he's in a relationship, I was devastated. Then, after a while, he added me in Facebook. At first he was mean to me. But then, I remembered what my friend said, "Guys tend to be mean to their crushes." But I still think that it would be impossible anyway.

    Then, he started to have a chat with me in Facebook. And he still being mean to me. Well, I don't mind anyway. When I asked about his girlfriend, he snapped. Like he's mad when I mentioned about his girlfriend. He then asked for my phone number. Feeling bizarre, I asked him why he needs my number. He said that he wanted to text me. And I regretted what I did next. I didn't want to give him my number at the first place.

    Later that night, I asked my crush's friend about what happened to my crush and his girlfriend. Well, he said that he didn't know anything and gave me my crush's phone number instead. Now that I have his number, I can feel my blood pumping through my veins, you know? That adrenaline rush kind of stuff. Anyway, I sent a text message to him that night but he didn't text me back. Being an optimist, I assumed that he's already asleep.

    On the next morning, I woke up at about 7.30 am. And guess what? I've got 2 missed calls and a text from him saying "Who's this?" And so I told him that I'm Stephanie yada yada yada. We texted each other non-stop. Only God knows how I feel. I feel like I'm in heaven. Then, I asked him what's wrong with him and his girlfriend. He said that his girlfriend had been ignoring his texts for like a month now. He assumed that his girlfriend is cheating on him but he's not quite sure yet. So, I am here, texting him, keeping each other's company.

    He started to call me "Sayang" which kind of means "Babe" in English. Makes me blushed every time he said that. But I keep on reminding him that he's still in a relationship, you know? I don't wanna be the third wheel here. We started texting each other from last Friday's morning, just for the record. So, on Saturday's night, when I was about to sleep, he confessed to me that he likes me from the first moment he laid his eyes on me. I was flattered because I had a crush on him at first sight too. So now I do believe in 'love at first sight'.

    I asked him, "If you like me, then what now?" He said that he's gonna wait for his girlfriend to text him back and ask her what's wrong with her. He then added if things don't work out between them, then he will ask for a break up and we'll be together he said. If and only if. Well, I do like him but I don't want any break up happened because of me. I feel bad but at the same time I hope that we'll be you know, together. Gosh, I need my friend's opinion here. Is it a good thing that he likes me back? He has a crush on me although he's someone else's. I don't know. I seriously don't know what to do, or what to think.