1303

    So, today is 13th of March 2013. As usual, I went to Puspakom to have my driving practice. At the same time, my crush was having a JPJ Test along with a bunch of other kids. I knew that today might be the last time we will meet because after he passed the test, we will not meet again in driving practice.

    Knowing that we might not meet again, I knew I had to do something. I wanted to say "Good luck" at him but I can't because first of all, I don't have the guts, and second, he was with his friends. So, I can't just go through  his friends and say "Heyyy" right?

    And I didn't say anything to him. Yes, I do hate myself for being such a loser. I went home in disappointment and went straight for my laptop to comfort myself by surfing the Internet. I had a chat with my crush's friend, my friend and I called him 'Geletang' because he used to have curly hair, on Facebook talking about his failure in the earlier test.

    Then, I went to Geletang's wall to search for my crush's Facebook account. And there it is! My crush's account! He does have a FB account. I had a broad smile on my face. So, I was looking at his photos when I found out something that made me cried. It says that he has a girlfriend. There are tonnes of his girlfriend's photos. Photos of them holding hands and couple stuffs.

    I cried because I am stupid, pathetic loser, a fool. And to make things worse, I know that girl. She's my ex's cousin. And I never like her because she's a bitch. There's also a caption on his photo album saying "My sweetheart, muahh". So, I guess that's it. I am once again hurt.