No More Regrets

    This week is a though week for me. Having a driving test and receiving my SPM result slip all at once were huge burdens for me. It was hard for me to sleep at nights. Nightmares about failing my driving test and having a bad result haunted me in my dreams. So, I prayed and prayed each day, hoping I will pass my driving test and have a good result.

     It was 20th of March 2013 when I was about to have my driving test. Before the test, a JPJ officer gave us a quick talk about what were we going to face. I gave a smile to one of the JPJ officers, to check out whether I still have the charm :P . Anyway, long story short, I've passed my driving test and I have a driving license in my hands now.

Driving license.

Kelisa.

    The truth is, I just wanted to tell you all about my SPM result. That is what I scared the most because it kind of determine what will happen to you next. Are you going to a good college? Well, it's all depends on my result. I got a bad result, well, for me it's bad. 3A 3B 2C 1D. I had a huge mental breakdown the minute I saw my result slip because will my result be good enough?

    The only A+ I got is my English paper. So, it makes me sad to give up on my dream to be a vet. I love English subject because I always ace it. And now, I want to be an English teacher. :)

    I almost forgot. I wanted to tell how miserable I was yesterday. I was really upset that my twisted mind was thinking; "Should I commit suicide? Because with this result, there might be no future for me." Well, now I'm in a right mind and I'm glad that I'm still here. I kind of passed the phase where we can make irrational decisions.